cold... cold... cold...

cooooooooooold...... omg. unbelievably cold =[

thats all i can say. the pictures will speak for itself.

i love philippines!!!

i luv luv luv my country!!!

i love how you feel the happiness as soon as you land, the laughs, the conversations, the haggles - all in different dialects...

i love how in the chaos - people still find order.

i love the oh so warmmmm weather.

most of all i love how my family and friends are here.

i can say - i am really a filipina.

a helluva trip.

2 hours delayed flight.

wrong parking of terminal.

bus that was suppose to bring us to the right terminal but broke down.

missed flight.

closed customer service.

1 hour queue out of heathrow airport.

sucky hotel food.

sleep for 4 hours.

passable breakfast food.

1 hour queue to customer service.

booked flight that leaves 12 hours later - new tickets.

sucky hotel food.

sleep for 3 hours.

Get new boarding passes, payed extra cost for luggage - but was informed our baggages were missing.

3 hours waiting.

11 hour trip to hongkong.

5 hours waiting. Trying to find info on baggage - between cathay and british airways customer service.

2 hour trip to manila that became a three hour trip.

Finally in Manila......

- - - - without our baggages.

gonna fly tomorrow...

well... ill be flying home tomorrow... after... 15 months...whoa... and i dont even have money ??? im not really sure how this was possible and how this could work out... but apparently... - its gonna happen...

damn... im thinking of my family and friends... and i feel like - excited... but also - a bit scared - cause i know im gonna be spending shitloads... aaarghhhhhhhh.

also... theres something missing... i dont know what... =[ im sad.

diary.

Lately Ive been listening to the song "i want to break free" by queen over and over again...

I just feel it so much... - not just freedom from the usual shit like money - problems - work - but more really - for me - i want to be free from what i want >_< i dont want to need anything or anyone... but i guess that wont work too... cause you feel deeply for things you care for - but can i just care for something without needing it? without thinking how can my life go on if i lose this thing i care for so much - i love so much - i need so much....

I want to feel - that i will still be happy - that i will be ok - if i lose my job tomorrow - if i die tomorrow - if i dont have anyone... but i guess - thats not possible... cause then... i wont feel anything...

you just have to love pain.... (sarcastic) dont you?

whoa... forgot this!

whoa!!! forgot this shit!

lol, well... guess who's back babyyyyyyyyy! :D

Time Space

1614 Van To Tagaytay

wow... i thought i was lucky when i got to the terminal and there was this nice van (toyota innova) going straight to tagaytay..so.. i got in.. around 1540? 1545? andddddd... we're still here... waiting for passengers.

I bought my converse slims finally.. yeiy... =]

I went to festival mall to meet this engineer dude for the plans and sh*t. After which, i started walking around - reminiscing... it was... sad and funny at the same time... I was remembering the times when we (me and him) went out and watched movies, ate at fastfoods, and just walked around talking talking talking - and laughing... a lot... and seeing how beautiful each other were (still is) =]

I remember the bear store - red ribbon - trod... mmmm

sigh...i cant wait to get back - and this time have like little kiddies! :D or with something different...

Goddd, we're still here.... F*ckkk. 40 minutes and counting....