I just feel it so much... - not just freedom from the usual shit like money - problems - work - but more really - for me - i want to be free from what i want >_< i dont want to need anything or anyone... but i guess that wont work too... cause you feel deeply for things you care for - but can i just care for something without needing it? without thinking how can my life go on if i lose this thing i care for so much - i love so much - i need so much....
I want to feel - that i will still be happy - that i will be ok - if i lose my job tomorrow - if i die tomorrow - if i dont have anyone... but i guess - thats not possible... cause then... i wont feel anything...
you just have to love pain.... (sarcastic) dont you?
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