From a Guy

My male cousin (whom i havent seen in 15+ years) wrote in his status message on facebook:

"There is such a thing as too much beauty in a woman and it is often a
burden as crippling as homeliness and far more dangerous. It takes much
luck and integrity to survive the gift of perfect beauty, and its
impermanence is its most cunning betrayal."

i wonder... does he even know what this means? lol.

Too much of something or too little... sure, this could affect your life, but it is what you do with it that counts... when you know that you are beautiful, shouldn't you be humble, be thankful that most people view you as pretty?

It is what you do with what you have, no matter how much or how little it is that matters most.

Some would blame it on their birth (lack of privilege), parents, physical looks, lack of brains, other people - - - - but then, other people who have what they think they should have in order to succeed aren't happy either... so... really...

We should find out what makes us happy - and try to achieve that... trying to be contented and happy with what we have but still striving to improve our situations is hard - but possible, and maybe thats the journey we have to take in our lives. I guess also... learning the things that are important, and learning to let go... when you learn to let go of the thing that you value the most... it makes you stronger... seriously. though no one should take my word for it... but just one of these wisdom shit that popped up when i was dreaming. :|

I've learned it the hard way... still trying to come to terms to the challenges that life is bringing... trying to be free without hindering other people's freedom... and its a great journey... its wonderful.

I love my life... i love you.

Ps: Im no great writer, sometimes my thoughts are jumbled, and i just try to type it out, id rather write it on paper, but my boyfriend said its archaic - but i still do. though sometimes this is easier - when im already in front of the computer 18 hours a day : )